Thursday, January 22, 2015

Ruins

destroy me, break me, tear me to bone.
i will let myself fall to ruin
long before i allow this enemy to take her.

"i love you," i scream.
her back is turned.

Thursday, November 27, 2014

Spent

i've spent the last twenty years
simultaneously resenting her and trying to save her.

i probably never will.

Saturday, September 13, 2014

Up Before the Birds


sometimes we must wake up before the birds,
throw caution to the wind,
and hope our reckless young hearts
make the right hopeful decisions.

Friday, September 12, 2014

I am the Guardian


i am the guardian of your sleep.
i will watch
as your monolithic nightmares ravage your peace.
even monsters are welcome
in an empty home,
so i repay the bestowal
by being a bigger animal than they.

i am the guardian of your serenity.
i will watch
as the levels rise and drown your tranquility.
and when your headspace clatter becomes deafening,
i will be here,
a greater savage
than what devastates your joy.

Friday, August 29, 2014

Screaming: Radio Silence



the unknown brings with it
itchy, jumping flesh.
i am screaming,
but a superficial calm
allows for radio silence.

i am breathing.
and i wait.